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Where are You?

Where are you?

I pretend that you will knock on my door later this evening.

I pretend that you exist

I pretend that I know what you look like

That the sound of your voice is close to my skin

That you are perfect for me in your uniqueness

I pretend that you exist.

Do you?

Are you real?

Are you just what I created

or are you someone also looking for me?

Do you wonder where I am?

When I will show up in your life?

If our eyes will reveal our Soul Connection on first glance?

Do you wonder all of this as you lay awake at night?

Alone and pretending the pillow is another warm body

That holds you in the arms of a manifested miracle.

I do.

I wonder.

I hope.

I “see” you in my mind’s eye and hope that my imagination is real.

I hope that you are on this planet while I am,

that you are in a human body, but more than just human

Can you also be a Divine Being whose heart is made of pure Love?

That receives what I am and how I am, in this package that changes.

I am making you so evolved that we just glide through existence with ease.

I am making being with you so Fun that our laughter is the fountain of youth.

I am creating you to be a dream come true

-that thinks of me as his dream come true.

Can you be this?

Can you be this for me?

Can you knock on my door this evening,

and change the rest of my life

from wondering when you will show up

to being Thankful that you are finally here.

Can you be real also?

So that my imagination can now be used to create art pieces

And no longer be consumed with your arrival.

Can you finally get here

and stay long enough to be with me on my last breath?

This time I want to be the one that leaves first.

 

I Wish

I wish I knew

That you were my star

Shining with me.

I wish I knew

That our hearts made music

In between the beats

When we stopped to listen.

I wish I had pitter patter in my pulse

Excited each day to see you.

I wish I knew

That I desired to wake up to you each morning.

 

What I do know

Is that the wind blows

It blows away the tangles in my head

That needed clearing

That the water running in the river

Is washing clean

The debris that had washed upon my shore

I know that it has now put the boat back in

And threw away its oars

I know that the sun will shine

When it stops raining inside of me

I know that it will stop.

I know that your hand placed in mine is warm.

I know that the smile on your face

Leads to a heart that is also smiling

I know that when you give

There are no hidden strings attached

I know you are pure

And only mean well.

I know you care about me

Beyond what I’ve ever experienced

And that you are stable

Like a four legged steel table.

I know that your eyes tell the truth

And give the secrets in your heart exposure.

I know that you will surprise me with even more

And I will be amazed at the continuing abundance.

I wish I knew that I could receive all of that now.

But, I don’t.

I know I will pry my fingers open

And let go of what I was carrying

that no longer serves

This, I know.

I Hope

I hope that when I see you again

After almost two months of physical separation

That my eyes meet yours

That my eyes let you know

You are loved.

I hope my eyes grab you in, hold you and kiss you

All in one glance.

I hope my heart pitter patters

To your heart,

Forming their own music

That we will later dance to

I hope all of this

But, really I hope that our hands meet

And hold one another

With just our palms and fingers touching

Letting each other know we feel held,

we feel our souls connected,

As our hands clasp one another’s

In a hand holding where our hearts are in the center of our palms

pulsing secretly to each other

The whole world not being able to see

The secret of our hearts

Connecting and beating in our palms

So that when we are out n’ about

holding hands in public

No one needs to know

That we are really mingling our hearts

That we are really uniting our souls

That we are finding comfort in each other’s palms,

Secretly, mysteriously

Locking hands and fingers

As if they are the heart and soul of our union.

I hope my eyes feel this, too.

And my heart.

And my feet, walking next to you.

And my skin feeling yours near now.

My being quenched by your presence.

I hope my eyes tell you what you want to hear.

What Am I Supposed to Do?

What am I supposed to do

With this energy

that has me a few feet above ground….

Soaring high to be able to see you

Just to feel you, I am on a lighter plane

And the heaviness of the past is gone from me.

I don’t even know myself anymore,

You entered my life

And my Soul now has a new address.

Will I ever get used to

The new drive to my new home

Or will it always seem crisp and exciting?

You improve everything you lay your eyes upon.

Just by knowing you, I am cleaner inside

And I smile more.

Life is now more simple

For I can now find happiness

in small details

And the need for events the size of skyscrapers

to make me happy

is gone.

I can now feel the beauty in a breeze

And peace comes to me on its own,

No longer having to beg for it.

Your presence in my life has me Grateful

for what has always been there,

but, my internal atmosphere

had been too loud to hear.

Now there is space for me to listen

To what really matters,

To be able to receive deeply what I see

And when I feel what you perceive.

Unconditional Love

Abundant, Unconditional, Phenomenal Love

We wait patiently,

Until we find you-

Until you find us-

Until we go within and create it there,

We may be an empty vessel

Waiting for paint to color our insides

We might be a hollow for God’s Grace,

Waiting patiently to hear our calling.

I wait God, to be filled

With my intentions

With my creations

With God’s essence of pure Love.

I waited, believing I’d be filled

By a Power Greater than I could conceive,

I waited.

Then I created,

Created this space to be filled with Unconditional Love

Whereas before I created conditional love

And took myself on a stormy voyage

That would have lasted for eons

In circles around any globe.

I somehow pulled myself out of that creation

and created another one,

This one has Unconditional Love as its center

And my name as its vibration.

I attach myself to Oneness

And forget the grueling uphill climb

That had once been too familiar

I let go of conditions

And now include you, too

You are fine, next to me

Whatever body you are in,

Whatever smile you carry

But, make this the only thing you carry

As the past holds too much weight

And we cannot wait any longer

For flaws to turn into perfections.

I dump the load

And fly around like a dragon fly’s first day

I am free now,

My Unconditional Love is now my base

I can stand on it to see the view

And Heaven looks better from up here.